Stay strong OP! Wonderful to hear you have such food friends..

Thank you

Good for you to start this new chapter in your life, despite all the pain you are suffering.

Thank you so much. Yes, they had been the ones who had helped and supported me the most

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No, I dont have them. I just look at them in my ex's phone. Also, sharing or posting images and videos of that kind is illegal here.

Oh my goodness. Can you and your brother get a place together and go absolutely NO CONTACT with those horrible POS family members? Please say yes. You need out of there ASAP. Seems your parents never fully accepted or approved of your sexuality. Your sister is the spoiled golden child and neither will ever change. FCK that and fCK them. Leave. Move far of you can and start the life that you deserve. And THERAPY please! I'm so angry for you.

Thank you. Unfortunately that is not posible, my brother is still studying and lives some hours away, and I have a job that I really like. I already have a new place to live, but I cant move now, until february. I already have a date for therapy, this situation had messed me up so much and I feel I need profesional help.

I'm so glad you are getting away. Your sister is trash, your ex is trash, and your family (brother excluded) is trash. Once you leave, go no contact. Better to be alone than sitting in a dumpster.

Thank you. He had always been on my side and I plan to keep contact with only him

That is fucked up. Your family sounds toxic.

I know, but everyone had been acting like I am the bad one, to the point that I had doubt if my feelings were valid