Hii, I have DPDR (depersonalization derealization disorder) and it sounds like you might have it too. My DPDR gets triggered by stress, I am assuming because you are stressed over the bar exam and it’s basically “consuming” you, that is probably what’s making you disassociate. I have experienced something very similar to you, during college application season my mom put a lot of pressure on me to get into a good school and I was CONSUMED by college prep while keeping up with my normal life. College prep was all that was in my head 24/7 and to cope with it I guess my DPDR was triggered and I would go into “autopilot mode”. My college prep took all of my time and I lost contact with my friends and I would barely interact with my family. Isolation makes DPDR worse because you aren’t interacting with “reality,” so I would recommend go outside in nature, try to talk to people, another thing that helped me was constantly reminding myself I am real, like set an alarm every 30 minutes or however often you need and close your eyes and feel every part of your body, from every toe to finger to your head. I know it’s scary, because there would be times where I would look in the mirror and not recognize myself, but you learn to live/cope with it eventually. Also, the more attention you give it the worst it becomes, so don’t actively think about it, if you can help it. I was 16 when it started and now I am 19 and slowly it has gotten better, I started taking meds and I also do cognitive therapy to help overcome. Also try to live a day at a time don’t get stressed over things in the future because what’s the worse that can happen? If you fail the bar you can take it again or you can go into a different career. I always try to remember a problem that seemed so big to me at one point in life like getting into a good college, but here I am now, life goes on and I look back and think the worst that could happened was I wouldn’t get into a college of my liking but I would get into some college, if not there was always community college. Try not being so hard on yourself, okay? My dad tells me don’t get hung over and stressed over issues you can’t solve, just move on. If hadn’t gotten into the college I wanted, there was nothing I could have done so getting obsessed over it and constantly being in my head about it would not change the outcome. Rather think what can I do today to solve this issue that is realistic and feasible. For starters you can interact with your family a little bit more if that’s an option, maybe get a dog so you are outside more and the cute little things they do always brings a smile lol, and idk what advice to give you on making friends because I don’t have any lol. But I have my family and 3 friends that I know are always there for me and I have just learned to love my own company, trust me you feel at peace when you are not trying to carry the burden and stress of the world. And there are obviously gonna be days that are bad, just take a break and start fresh tomorrow, because you waking up each morning is a accomplishment in itself and slowly you will start to brush you teeth, maybe change clothes, or take a shower, drink water and so on. When you are struggling the little things like drinking a sip of water is something! So focus on your accomplishment and reset, because if you choose there will always be another day to restart. Take a break, it’s okay to take a break:) Sorry wrote a whole with A LOT of grammatical errors lol but I know what you are going through because I went through it and still in the process. I know when you are in situations like this it’s easier said than done, once you realize everything will workout you will be fine. I know it!:) ps some people just have an episode of DPDR when the stress goes away it will go away with it, continued on for three years on going…because I like to take the burden of the world and absolutely stress and overthink every aspect of my life lol Again sorry for making the reply so long!

Thank you so much! You literally described how I’m feeling to a T. I look in the mirror sometimes and I don’t even recognize myself. I could sit in class and just completely disassociate from myself and everything. Like I have this feeling where I ask myself, am I even real? Is this all real? So scary being in that headspace And you’re right. I am working on how to manage my stress levels. I worry so much and overthink so much about shit that hasn’t even happened yet and may never happen. It adds to my anxiety. lol I had a breakdown a couple weeks back in class because I was scared I won’t be able to pass the bar exam. Even though it’s still a couple months away. Overthinking is really my worst enemy. Thank you for sharing your experience with me. It’s a work in progress but I’ll keep trying. I really do still believe it will get better and life will get better

Some pretty sensible things have been recommanded that I second, especially starting to look out for someone who is professionally trained to talk to and help you understand what you're going thru better, all the while most probably alleviating the solitude and feeling of not existing, at the very least.

No fucking way she posted that second pic herself 💀😭😭

To be fair, they didn't say how much pre-baby. We assume she is referring to her 19 year old weight before St0rmi.

Lying by omission. Still not very smart of them cause what, they think that’ll fly over our heads? Think we’re as stupid as they are?

What did she lie about here

That’s her pre baby body? She’s always been the same weight and size as Kendall? She lost all that weight naturally? Girl has no muscles and doesn’t even work out

I completely agree. To think she’s just two years older than I am is absolutely nuts to me. And it all happened so fast. I feel bad for her daughter having to grow up with a mother that hates herself so much and altered her whole being as a teenager

The hell is with her hair💀😭

These made me HOWL😭😭😭

Holy cow, she suddenly looks so old

She’s looked old for a minute now. She’s almost 70 so it’s expected and she looks good for an alcoholic and plastic surgery ridden 68 year old. We’re just used to seeing her filter herself to look the same age as her last child that when we see her out in the wild, it’s almost shocking.

Also this babe is 26 years old? TWENTY SIX? Damn pic 8 she looks like she’s Kim’s age mate. I really hope she does regret getting all this work done so early in her life so that she steers her daughter away from it when she grows older. And I hope she resents PMK (and the whole family) for allowing her to literally get plastic surgery before she even turned 20.

Looks like a rich trophy wife married to some older white billionaire 😭😭 That aside, the bbl is definitely still alive and well and she still looks ridiculous as hell

The Globes could have been a real shining moment for Kylie to prove the haters wrong but she did not conduct herself appropriately at all.

How would she have proved haters wrong though 🤔

actually i hope being around people like that will push her to think about her career. she needs to get away from Kris and become her own person

Agree with this. She’s still so young, she has enough time

Travis never really claimed Kylie in the sense that the other guys mentioned did. He literally hardly ever (not sure he ever has even) talks about her or the fam so they have no reason to talk about him or even discuss him. Besides he gives this idgaf attitude that none of them do. He literally doesn’t give a fuck and doesn’t want the clout say Scott and Tristan want from them

thank you so much. his family gave him a real good shouting at but they said he doesn’t even listen to them so i doubt anything will make him change :(

Great that you know nothing will make him change. Hopefully that makes your decision to leave even easier on you

Queen he is just gonna keep doing it. Multiple girls? Yeah he will keep hurting you till there is nothing left to hurt. RUN because you deserve better.

This! I always say, cheaters NEVER change. They either get better at keeping it from you or they play in your face since you didn’t leave the moment you found out. It’s never a good idea to stay. He’s been doing tbis for 6 months, he will do it for years more if you don’t move

Yeup. Calmness like the “least interesting to look at” episode 😉

I just think she grew a little older and matured a bit to see that Tyga wasn’t the one for her. She probably recognized that some type of grooming took place or in the least, that she spent most of her teenage years dating someone significantly older. She could have gotten into that mind set earlier but she’s surrounded by a family of enablers who literally did nothing to help their underage sister get away from a literal grown man. Hopefully she protects her daughter better than she was protected

Butterscotch never got an episode...

I would have really liked to see at least an episode of his story, the way we had with Beatrice

So, weird, but my personal headcannon is that they're all humans and the show is told from the perspective of a VERY drugged out homeless bojack post-release from prison, that's why the things that happen when he's not around are really embellished. Todd got a fancy CEO job? He must've floundered his way up somehow. Mr. PB saved the city? Probably a bunch of sexy orca whales. Todd's clown dentistry business falls apart? Probably he just released them into the woods.

You know what?? This is a really interesting perspective. As outlandish as it is, it actually makes sense and I buy into it

What a low life... Being beaten with a baseball bat is so gruesome and painful. It's not a quick demise. Sicko probably enjoyed it, too. I pray she went unconscious quickly.

Reading about it was just horrible. I really hope he has no peace till the day he dies

https://gazette.com/news/patrick-frazee-allegedly-had-blindfolded-kelsey-berreth-bludgeoned-her-with-baseball-bat/article_acf2c29e-34c1-11e9-9cbe-ffdd4f88d281.amp.html

Thank you!

I feel like the king Kylie revival isn’t going to make as much buzz as she thinks it will. There’s significantly more shit going on that people care about than in 2014

I don’t see it. In the second pic all I see is Kendall. Even her teeth are the same.

I definitely see Kendall in pic 2. But pic 1 just reminds me of early teens Kylie before all the procedures, like the first few seasons of KUTWK. And stormi looks exactly like Kylie did when she was younger so i really see them both in him. It just really stuck out to me cause she’s changed her face so much over the years, I never really noticed she looked so much like her dad

Yeah tbh it’s weird.. besides her obviously being darker, stormi doesn’t resemble her dad whatsoever.. all I see is Kylie. She’s so pretty, I bet it’s weird to see your old face lol before she ruined it

She’s all Kylie. Only difference is darker skin and fuller lips but she looks just like Kylie did her age. Really wonder how Kylie feels about how much she’s changed herself

“Obsessed with you at the time” 😂 I love that That aside, what the fuck is wrong with Khloe???? Why would you even react that way to someone? Jeez. Obviously for her to be at the house she was invited by someone IN the house. And instead of her to act like a true adult and apologize, she deflected and tried to make Snooki look like she imagined it all. Nasty work

Right as she turned 18. Absolutely sick and disgusting

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